Confusion and Play of opposite forces -Break

Now I have not completed my posting on this yet ... for today I will stop ...it's not an end ... you work out from here yourself ...I will write again as and when I feel some thing makes sense to write .... my best wishes with you all as always ...

Confusion and Play of opposite forces -3

Should we have some thing or not, should we enjoy some thing or not, should we go to a particular movie or not, should we drive out to a resort in Coorg or not, Should we smoke or not, should we drink or not, should we chase men/women (based on our sex), what is right and what is wrong? What is moral? For me humans are amoral, they are neither moral nor immoral they are simply amoral, beyond anything called morality, innocence is a much greater virtue than morality. The sign of maturity is that even when you don't agree with others, you still have love, care and compassion for the other person. That's why it is said in one of the greatest rebellion's life that Fight only when you can pierce the enemy with your sword as if you are showring flowers on him and it is said when two people fight with such a spirit no one loses the battle, it's a win-win! That's the way one can move peacefully in this world. Don't be greedy to become great or pious or an enlightened man, be yourself whatever you are, enjoy yourself, relish yourself, celebrate yourself !

All feelings, emotions are imaginations which are part of the GREAT CONDITIONING we are all in ... unless we know it's a conditioning and HOLD IT in our bossoms, look at deeply with great love for yourself ... it won't leave you and you won't see that your emotions or desires are mere imaginations or creative forces in you.

From the stand point of pleasure, the creative forces are great ... from the stand point of peace and joy ...creative forces are themselves no different from destructive forces, creative and destructive forces are just part of the same energy which is one energy ... creation and destruction are themselves part of the imagination of the CONSCIOUSNESS that is YOU .... now you start understanding the confusion .... till then keep doing all that you can do with love and care for others... just see as much as possible not to hurt others in the process. You sort of cannot avoid it 100% ..... but try your level best without hurting yourself in the process. If others get hurt because of their conditioning you really cannot help them but to carry on with yourself and have a feeling of love and oneness with the other internally!!

Confusion and Play of opposite forces -2

and When a person becomes decently aware of the confusion initially, and wants to address it without pushing it under the carpet, they will not get full support from others be it friends, lovers, parents, colleagues in terms of understanding them... actually after a decent understanding of the confusion the support comes from others but that's after you get a decent handle on your own confusion not until then .... full support /help comes (and now you are not at all expecting or looking for such support) the day you understand, transcend and dissolve your confusion, which is not your confusion but the confusion of the entire humanity and probably all the life forms !

When a person becomes decently aware of the confusion initially, others would categorise them in to something, which creates a great turmoil to the person who is awakening to the confusion of the opposite forces ..... until the confusion is fully understood and dissolved, we PROBABLY need the support of everyone around and we might want to be the part of the same setup which is the birthplace of confusion! we need people who understand us and help us through.

So should we wait for their help?

Confusion and Play of opposite forces - 1

Welcome to this first post of mine. I am writing this down just as I am feeling and there is no proof reading I will be doing and put it in nice thesis format, that's not the point.

Why do we have confusion in life? How do we understand it and what to do after understanding it?

Do we first understand that we have very least of our own stamp in our lives? that we are living according to a pre-defined story of the society, that it's just like a parrot trying to pick a placard among the lot it has been given to pick one from?

We have been greatly conditioned from our childhood to live, think, plan, react, talk in certain ways? and we cannot fix this whole damn thing overnight!

The society has certain templates of living, and it's mainly for the benefit of the rich and powerful people in the society. The highly powerful people exploit all others in this society including other forms of life and nature, we need not hate powerful people because of this, as in fact even they are part of the conditioning, so they can not help it either! Have compassion! What lets us to obey all of this shit-nonsense is our own hope, conditioning and the nature of the conditioning , by it I mean it is not easily disassociated with ....

We are so bewitched with (idea of) beauty be it music, opposite sex, objects, power or anything for that matter! Why? It gives us nice sensations, and we have been conditioned to think in terms of those things giving us pleasurable sensations and we are also conditioned to go after them! We are helplessly running after things to get PERCEIVED pleasure and/or running away from certain things to avoid PERCEIVED pain, helplessly, meaning even with an awareness of what's going on, we cannot come out of this mess that easily!

Is beauty really in the eyes of the beholder? If yes why do we give beauty to each and everything out there or ugliness to them in order to avoid them, fundamentally putting ourselves in trouble, not for the benefit of ourselves. A great conditioning!

ANother problem .... a person who starts understanding this confusion would be in great problem. Because it's a dark cave he/she realises is in, and no light is seen yet, others around are not able to fully co-operate with him/her with a compassion either because they have no time to become aware of the confusion themselves or to give this confusion a little more time because life is slipping by for them and they are busy not knowing what's actually going on!

will continue in the next post ....